Sunday, December 29, 2002

The glimmering light shines on my closed eyes
I open them and I am instantly blinded by the brightness
As the brightness begin to fade, I see that above me are people
People floating around, laughing, crying, happy, and sad
I look around me and realize
That I'm falling into darkness

My cries for help come out as muffle gurgles
I struggle, reach out, kick and squirm
But after a while, the inky black takes hold
I began to realize no one cared, no one would save me
And the cold, the frustration, the dark began to cloud my vision
Unto the deep
I sink
the knife's already in
why not stab it in some more?
who cares right?

the pain it not your's to feel

Saturday, December 28, 2002

Silence...
Darkness...
Alone...

Is it too much to ask for?
Am I being too selfish?
I've asked for nothing before.
Why?

Quiet is the world.
Pain is it ever filled.
Care, love, happiness, warmed...
All has escaped my soul

Leaving me empty
Hollow
Only time will tell
Before I collapse into my hole