The sunrise was beautiful this morning...

The silent weep
Cold night
Dark hopes

Those who can, don't
The ones that can't, do
Sad and ironic world

I watch the sun
Rise and set
As another day goes by

tim says:
I'm sorting out my nudy pics. haha.
actually I'm doing physics.

XRaVeNX says:
oh.. so THAT's what they call porn now a days eh?

tim says:
ew... that stuff sucks. I used to have it on my hands all the time.

NEW WORDS FOR 2003

Essential additions for the workplace vocabulary:


BLAMESTORMING: Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible.

SEAGULL MANAGER: A manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise,
craps on everything, and then leaves.

ASSMOSIS: The process by which some people seem to absorb success and advancement by kissing up to the boss rather than working hard.

SALMON DAY: The experience of spending an entire day swimming upstream only to get screwed and die in the end.

CUBE FARM: An office filled with cubicles.

PRAIRIE DOGGING: When someone yells or drops something loudly in a cube farm, and people's heads pop up over the walls to see what's going on.

MOUSE POTATO: The on-line, wired generation's answer to the couch potato.

SITCOMs: Single Income, Two Children, Oppressive Mortgage. What yuppies turn into when they have children and one of them stops working to stay home with the kids.

STRESS PUPPY: A person who seems to thrive on being stressed out and whiney.

SWIPEOUT: An ATM or credit card that has been rendered useless because the magnetic strip is worn away from extensive use.

XEROX SUBSIDY: Euphemism for swiping free photocopies from one's workplace.

PERCUSSIVE MAINTENANCE: The fine art of whacking the crap out of an electronic device to get it to work again.

404: Someone who's clueless. From the World Wide Web error message"404 Not Found," meaning that the requested document could not be located. (It's the equivalent of, "the lights are on, but nobody seems to be home.") (often attributed to contract specialists)

GENERICA: Features of the American landscape that are exactly the same no matter where one is, such as fast food joints, strip malls, subdivisions.

OHNOSECOND: That minuscule fraction of time in which you realize that you've just made a BIG mistake.

WOOFYS: Well Off Older Folks.

CROP DUSTING: Surreptitiously farting while passing thru a cube farm, then enjoying the sounds of dismay and disgust; often leads to PRAIRIE DOGGING.

Awww... they're in love! How cute.

There really are some things in life you just can't buy...

Irony is life
We have been given a gift of free will
The freedom to think, to remember
A vault that no one other than ourselves have a key to
And yet, this key is our curse
The key that we can't throw away
Our mere existance means this key exists and will be used
We are cursed with our past
With memories we can't erase
Pain we can't wash away
Emotions we can't deny
Ironic isn't it?

Irony is life
The painful memories that fill our mind
Our past that haunts us
Every single moment in our lives
Is also what creates the void in our heart
The emptiness that starts our regression into further pain
A perpetual cycle that never ends
And it all started with a key
A key to our minds, our hearts
The key given to us by free will
Ironic isn't it?

This pain. This void. This emptiness. This loneliness.

I feel like imploding on myself.

(When this began.)
I had nothing to say.
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me.
(I was confused.)
And I live it all out to find, but I'm not the only person with these
things in mind.
(Inside of me.)
But all that they can see the words revealed.
Is the only real thing that i got left to feel.
(Nothing to lose.)
Just stuck, hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.

I wanna heal, I wanna feel, What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
Erase all the pain til' it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say. I can't believe I didn't fall right down on
my face.
(I was confused.)
Look at everywhere only to find.
It is not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
(So what am I.)
What do I have but negativity.
Cuz I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me.
(Nothing to lose.)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.

I wanna heal, I wanna feel, What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
Erase all the pain til' it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I will never know myself until I do this on my own.
Cuz I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed.
I will never be anything til' I break away from me.
I will break away. I'll find myself today.

I wanna heal, I wanna feel, What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
Erase all the pain til' it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I wanna heal, I wanna feel, Like I'm Somewhere I belong...
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, Like I'm Somewhere I belong...
Somewhere I belong...

+ what do you think of cheerleading: fun to watch ;)
+ favorite Disney character:
+ what brand of deodorant do you use: speed stick (running out too... )
+ worst kiss: wouldn't know
+ anyone you think is homosexual: yup
+ do you know anyone named LeRoy: nope
+ do you like pickles: gah hell no
+ do you have a website: used to.... but for now, this one only
+ are you black: no
+ do you wish you were black: does it matter? i don't care. fo shizzle?
+ who you gonna vote for: don't care to vote
+ do you have your own phone line: here at Queen's yes
+ your thoughts on abortion: i guess it's a choice... but i think time should be given
+ do you like britney spears: is she hot? somewhat. but like her? no
+ do you want a britney doll: hahaha no
+ ever been butt naked bangin on the bathroom floor: nope but sounds kinky ;)
+ would you ever get plastic surgery no
+ biggest redneck you know: hahahaha sam... aw gawd... sam....
+ last time you went to skateland: wtf is skateland? but whatever the case, I can't skate
+ last time you were in a hoopdy truck: wtf is that again?
+ do you think foreign accents are sexy: some
+ do you like jell-o? if so what flavor: not a fan but i wouldn't mind some sometimes....
+ last time you went to the doctor: too long ago, can't remember
+ do you think ricky martin is gay: why don't u ask him? I don't care
+ do you love your mom: very much with all my heart
+ do you love your mom as much as norman bates did in PSYCHO?: no... never saw psycho
+ ever taken ballet: haha no
+ favorite juice: orange (WITH pulp) or watermelon... yum
+ Last time you used the restroom: like 15 min ago
+ do you still play with barbies: never did
+ last thing you rode: sooo many dirty answers here but u're not getting any... a bus
+ do you have to do chores if so what: not really.. since I DO live on my own
+ last time you smoked: at my bday party i guess
+ last thing you bought: actually paid for? forget... probably a bus ticket
m0re rand0m..
+ are you stressed out...if so from what: other than life sucks... no not really
+ what do you wear to the beach: tshirt, bathing suit, sandels, a hat and sunglasses possibly
+ do you belive in angels: no
+ would you ever join the army: why not... although i doubt they'll accept me
+ do you want a puppy: i want a kitty!
+ ever had a kick me sign on you: ya
+ how about a lick me sign: hahaha no but rrwwwoorr
+ Favorite icing: chocolate
+ are u a flirt: never was, am no, and never will be
+ do you do your own laundry: yes
+ are your nails real or fake: very much real
+ do you get jiggy with it: not really....
+ do u live at the wild wild west: my building IS pretty wild... lol but no
+ what do you wish you were named: alex is good... although too many people I know has this name
+ are your parents divorced...if so for what reasons: no
+ would you ever wear a waterbra: no... much less a bra
+ do you work out: no... lazy bum
+ are u muscular: hahaha no
+ are you flabby: no
+ are you fat: no
+ do you take a lot of pictures: u shoulda seen me during robotics
+ do you want a baby: whatever
+ last time you were sick: can't remember
+ butter or margerine: either works
+ your feelings on mcdonald chicken nuggets: it's random meat... but whatever, i'll eat it
+ do chinese people really cook cats and dogs: cats... i dunno about.. but dogs yes, they do cook and eat them
+ do you believe in santa claus: ho ho ho no
+ do you go to a tanning bed: no... wouldn't mind trying
+ are you in love...with anyone...with me???: with you, yes definitely (i.e. everyone)
+ do you have a car: not "mine" but i drive it the most, so i guess yes
+ do you have your license?: G baby!
+ how do you get around: walk on campus, drive in Toronto
+ favorite rugrats character: eh... never was a fan of that show
+ do you sniff markers: ooo yes, the yellow, and orange and green one... those smelly markers they used to have
+ are you dissatisfied with your hair color: no... any other colour and i'll look weird
+ what do you think of *//\\//Sync??: hahaha (yes, that is my full response)
+ do you shop in catalogs: i shop online.... not in "catalogs" as in magazines
+ what do you think of eminem: meh, i listen to his songs
+ favorite kind of gum: dunno
+ would you ever get a tattoo: yes
+ do you think lil bow wow is cute: no... actually... quite the opposite
+ have you seen charlies angels: yes
+ what magazines do you get: none here
+ do you believe your horoscope: no
+ Whats your sign: pieces

even m0re rand0m..
+ do u like coffee...what kind...what in it: yes, chocolate mocha is nice, but usually just normal, double double
+ do you write in pen or pencil....or markers: pencil almost always
+ are you getto: hahahahahaha no... not very good at pretending to be either
+ favorite lip gloss: don't use lip gloss
+ ever use nair....if so where?: no
+ ever been to the mall of america: nope
+ do you want a leather jacket: have one... GPA
+ have you seen the exorsist: no
+ are you online a lot: yes... almost always
+ do you have an old navy performance fleece: no
+ are you getting tired of doing this: no not really... really bored
+ do you buckle up: depends on who is driving
+ do you know how to yo yo: yes very poorly
+ what color are your panties: hahaha well, those i stole... errm.. i mean... no i don't wear panties
+ ok we're done are you happy?: no... u're leaving me :(

SkyNews Live 100kps
Live Cam of Baghdad

Can't even believe the amount of crap and BS they show and say....

And Bush said "Let there be war!"
And there was war
The ignorance and greed of one man
Has led the world to tears

"War does not determine who's right; war determines who's left."

Think Gas is Expensive?
Diet Snapple 16 oz $1.29 .........$10.32 per gallon
Lipton Ice Tea 16 oz $1.19 ......$ 9.52 per gallon
Gatorade 20 oz $1.59 ............. $10.17 per gallon
Ocean Spray 16 oz $1.25 ..........$10.00 per gallon
Brake Fluid 12 oz $3.15 ...........$33.60 per gallon
Vick's Nyquil 6 oz $8.35 ......... $178.13 per gallon
Pepto Bismol 4 oz $3.85 .......... $123.20 per gallon
Whiteout 7 oz $1.39 ............... $25.42 per gallon
Scope 1.5 oz $0.99 ................. $84.48 per gallon
and this is the REAL KICKER......
Evian water 9 oz for $1.49 ........ $21.19 per gallon.
$21.19 FOR WATER! ....and the buyers don't even know the source.
Yes, and the name Evian, is Naive turned around, and the Canadians are selling it by the millions of gallons to the US. So, the next time you're at the pump, be glad your car doesn't run on water, Scope, or Whiteout, or God forbid, PEPTO BISMOL or NYQUIL!!!! Just a little humor to help ease the pain of your next trip to the pump...........!

Everyone is Irish on St Patties Day!!

When physical and mental being is not at one, both suffers.

Help me... can't sleeeeppp... GAH!

Engineering... hehe

Tears runs in many ways
But when your legs are frozen in place
The cold takes hold of your heart
You hang on as you slip
Into a world of emptiness

The Energizer Bunny Died
Today, the world was stunned by the news of the
death of the Energizer Bunny. He was six years old.

Authorities believe that the death occurred at
approximately 8:42 last evening.Best known as
the irritating pink bunny that kept going, and
going, and going, "Pinkie", as his friends and
family knew him, was alone at the time of his death.

An emergency autopsy was performed early this
morning. Chief Medical Examiner, Dura Cell,
concluded that the cause of death was acute
cardiac arrest induced by sexual over-stimulation.
Apparently, someone had put the bunny's batteries
in backwards and he kept coming, and coming, and
coming.........

THE BEER PRAYER

Our Lager, which art in barrels, hallowed by thy drink. Thy will be drunk, I will be drunk, at home , as it is in the pub. Give us this day our foamy head, and forgive us for spillage, as we forgive those who spill against us, and lead us not into incarceration, but deliver us from hangovers, for thine is the beer, the bitter, and the Lager, forever and ever.

I, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could live for no one else
But now through all the hurt and pain
It's time for me to respect
The ones you love mean more than anything

So, with sadness in my heart
Feel the best thing that I could do
Is end it all and leave forever
What's done is done it feels so bad
What once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
My world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
Cos now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without
The trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that, it's killing me inside

It all returns to nothing
It all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing
I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down

In my heart of hearts
I know that I could never love again
I've lost everything, everything
Everything that matters to me
Matters in this world

I wish that I could turn back time
Cos now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that, it's killing me inside

It all returns to nothing
It just keeps tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing
I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down
It all returns to nothing
It just keeps tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing
I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down

Time the machine
Perpetually
Endlessly
Flawlessly
Second by second
Ticks my life away
Moment by moment
It goes by

Torn between future and past
I stand lost
And lose perspective
Of the present

Damn asian woman drivers... geeez... get off the freakin road!

I'm a tiny chick magnet who loves to fatten Wile E. Coyote...
Who are you?

Interesting night
Larry's fun :)
Taquilla Sunrise is gooooddd. So is lots of rum and coke.
Drunken pool is fun :D And so is saying stupid things to a girl. hahaha
Aw man... I'll regret saying those things. Fun, she lives on my floor too.
Smoke smelling clothes and bed is not cool.
Fun times.

You don't know Jack Schitt!

As if insomnia isn't bad enough, hour long conversations at 7:30 when you're trying to sleep REALLY helps give you the shittiest mood in the mornings.

You know I always stay up without sleepin',
And think to myself,
Where do I belong forever,
In whose arms, the time and place?

Never the same
Forever changed
The emptiness came
But never left

It'sa meeee Maaarrriioo!!!
(make sure you got sound, it is KEY!)

McD's with class... ;)

ah... i luv these lazy saturday afternoons.... not like that fake saturday afternoon that almost failed me

and best wishes and luck to my japanese friend *waves*