Wednesday, July 30, 2003
Quote: "Do we as people get unhappy because of us ourselves, or because of whats around us. People blame the world for our misery, but the world is not whats unhappy, it is us. We make the equation negetive because we choose to. We find it logical to abide by the governing principles of basic arithmatic. This world is not a blackboard. The equations dont fit."
A most enlighting quote. Thank you. And I'm glad you're back upon your feet.
A most enlighting quote. Thank you. And I'm glad you're back upon your feet.
Monday, July 28, 2003
Friday, July 25, 2003
How many times have you been pushed around
Is anybody there, does anybody care
And how many times have your friends let you down
Is anybody there, did anybody stare, oh
And how many times have your friends let you down
Just open up your heart
Just open up your mind
And how many times has your faith slipped away
Well is anybody safe, does anybody pray
Chorus:
Oh, life is waiting for you
It's all messed up, but we're alive
Oh, life is waiting for you
It's all messed up, but we'll survive
And how many days have you just slept away
Is everybody high, is everyone afraid
And how many times have you wished you were strong
Have they ever seen your heart
Have they ever seen your pain
Chorus
She gets high, she gets lost
She gets drowned by the cost
Twice a day, every week, and all her life
She gets high, she gets lost
She gets drowned by the cost
Twice a day, every week, and all her life
Chorus
Oh, life is waiting for you
It's all messed up but we're alive
Oh, life is waiting for you, oh
It's all messed up but we're alive It's all messed up but we'll survive
It's all messed up but we're alive
It's all messed up but we'll, but we'll survive
Is anybody there, does anybody care
And how many times have your friends let you down
Is anybody there, did anybody stare, oh
And how many times have your friends let you down
Just open up your heart
Just open up your mind
And how many times has your faith slipped away
Well is anybody safe, does anybody pray
Chorus:
Oh, life is waiting for you
It's all messed up, but we're alive
Oh, life is waiting for you
It's all messed up, but we'll survive
And how many days have you just slept away
Is everybody high, is everyone afraid
And how many times have you wished you were strong
Have they ever seen your heart
Have they ever seen your pain
Chorus
She gets high, she gets lost
She gets drowned by the cost
Twice a day, every week, and all her life
She gets high, she gets lost
She gets drowned by the cost
Twice a day, every week, and all her life
Chorus
Oh, life is waiting for you
It's all messed up but we're alive
Oh, life is waiting for you, oh
It's all messed up but we're alive It's all messed up but we'll survive
It's all messed up but we're alive
It's all messed up but we'll, but we'll survive
Monday, July 21, 2003
Sunday, July 20, 2003
Google on drugs
And again, my belief in that I have random luck at pool has proven itself again last nite.
And again, my belief in that I have random luck at pool has proven itself again last nite.
Thursday, July 17, 2003
Monday, July 14, 2003
"I've never understood why women love cats.
Cats are independent, they don't listen,
they don't come in when you call, they like
to stay out all night, come home and expect
to be fed and stroked, then want to be left
alone and sleep. In other words, every quality
that women hate in a man, they love in a cat."
Cats are independent, they don't listen,
they don't come in when you call, they like
to stay out all night, come home and expect
to be fed and stroked, then want to be left
alone and sleep. In other words, every quality
that women hate in a man, they love in a cat."
Sunday, July 13, 2003
Man cuts off penis, eats it.
13jul03
A MALAYSIAN man sliced off his own penis, then fried and ate it after taking hallucinatory pills that caused him to hear voices urging him to mutilate himself, police said today.
The 34-year-old man claimed he only realised what he had done when he saw blood oozing from his crotch, said a police spokesman in the town of Sitiawan, 300km north of Kuala Lumpur.
The man had taken hallucinatory pills before sleeping on Friday and awoke hearing voices telling him to chop off his penis and devour it, the spokesman said on customary condition of anonymity.
He was hospitalised in stable condition, the national news agency Bernama reported.
The man had recently been released from a drug rehabilitation centre, Bernama said.
Source
13jul03
A MALAYSIAN man sliced off his own penis, then fried and ate it after taking hallucinatory pills that caused him to hear voices urging him to mutilate himself, police said today.
The 34-year-old man claimed he only realised what he had done when he saw blood oozing from his crotch, said a police spokesman in the town of Sitiawan, 300km north of Kuala Lumpur.
The man had taken hallucinatory pills before sleeping on Friday and awoke hearing voices telling him to chop off his penis and devour it, the spokesman said on customary condition of anonymity.
He was hospitalised in stable condition, the national news agency Bernama reported.
The man had recently been released from a drug rehabilitation centre, Bernama said.
Source
Threat rating: Medium. Your total lack of decent
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count on some right wing nutter blowing you up
if you become too high profile.
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Saturday, July 12, 2003
Wednesday, July 09, 2003
Tuesday, July 08, 2003
Saturday, July 05, 2003
I dunno if they were doing it on purpose or not but I saw a bunch of ricers (supped up cheap Hondas and what not) driving down the road today. They were THE worst drivers ever. There must have been like 5 of them or something but they kept changing lanes for no reason, and whenever they changed lanes, they would slow down to almost a crawl before changing a lane. And then they would floor it for like half a second before making another lane change. Not to mention I was stuck behind these idiots. Maybe it was cuz none of the drivers were Asians. But hell, as if supping up a car isn't stupid enough, they can't even drive for their life.
Survey
Another survey... haven't done one of these in a while. Read through it and thought it looked familiar. But then again, I've done soo damn many of these already. This is from Xan btw.
[What's on your bedside table?]: alarm clock, two candles, a bunch of random batteries, my cellphone
[What is the geekiest part of your music collection?]: that i actually listen to? Weird Al Yankovic
[What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?]: I rarely raid the fridge and if I do usually it's candy of some sort
[What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?]: There one one. And I ain't telling.
[If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?]: eh... taller? although I don't think plastic surgery can do that.
[Do you have a completely irrational fear?]: hrm... i have a lot of things i don't fear that i really should...
[What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment?]: biting down really hard and looking away
[Do you ever have to beg?]: sometimes
[Are you a pyromaniac?]: not so much cuz i don't have access to a lot of flammable stuff ... too bad
[Do you have too many love interests?]: no
[Do you know anyone famous?]: no
[Describe your bed]: the bottom part of a bunkbed. hard but comfy. big pillow.
[Spontaneous or plan?]: usually i plan. but depending on my mood and who i am with, i can be very very spontaneous.
[Who should play you in a movie about your life?]: eh... myself?
[Do you know how to play poker?]: yes... even the asian version ;)
[What do you carry with you at all times?]: wallet, cell phone, car keys, ring, watch
[How do you drive?]: depends on my mood and if i am in a rush or not.
[What do you miss most about being little?]: the innocence of not knowing too much about anything.
[Are you happy with your given name?]: meh. it works
[How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one
year?]: too much ;)
[What color is your bedroom?]: i dunno.. maybe it's the light but it's like a really really pale pink... eww...
[What was the last song you were listening to?]: Our Lady Pace - Life
[Have you ever been in a play?]: yep
[Who are your best friends?]: i dunno anymore
[Have you ever been in love?]: yes
[Do you talk a lot?]: no
[Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?]: i don't hate or like myself. I just tolerate myself.
[Have you ever done any illegal drugs?]: yep ;)
[Do you think you're cute]?: eh.. no
[Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?]: i guess
[Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?]: me, myself, and i mostly. And since I don't have a gf, i guess my friends.
[spell your name backwards]: xnevarx
[where do you live]: toronto
[describe yourself in three words]: quiet, short, understanding
[who is your worst enemy]: the world. and yet, it is my only friend.
[if you could have ANY animal for a pet, what would it be]: a kitty
[wallet]: black leather, and ripped on the inside a bit
[hairbrush]: brown
[toothbrush]: white, electric
[jewelry worn daily]: ring, watch
[blanket]: i don't have a fav blankie
[underwear]: yes i wear them
[shoes]: brown hiking shoes
[keychain]: one of those loop thingys that u can put around your neck
[tattoos]: none, but i want one :D
[piercings]: none
[current music]: Our Lady Peace - Live Album
[wearing]: white tshirt and grey shorts
[hair]: black
[wishing]: too much
[talking to]: mike
[ Name ]: XRaVeNX
[ Nicknames ]: XRaVeNX, RavX
[ Born in ]: hong kong
[ Resides in ]: my house
[ Eyes ]: dark brown
[ Shoe size ]: 8
[height]: 5'3"
[Weight]: 110ish
Last time you..
[ Had a nightmare ]: like 3 days ago
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: a long time ago
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: like 2 days ago
[ Dyed your hair ]: a year ago was it?
[ Brushed your hair ]: 5 hours ago
[ Washed your hair ]: 5 hours ago
[ Checked your e-mail ]: just before i started doing this
[ Cried ]: too long
[ Called someone ]: just today
[ Smiled ]: weeks, possibly months.
[ Laughed ]: months.
[ Talked to an ex ]: i dunno how to answer this
Do You...
[ Smoke? ]: no
[ Do drugs? ]: nope
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: i luv my teddy
[ Play an instrument? ]: piano
[ Remember your first love? ]: yes
[ Still love him/her? ]: ...
[ Have any straight friends? ]: yes
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: never
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: depends on what
[ Believe in God? ]: it is a possibility but i don't believe in it yet
[ Pray? ]: not really.. sometimes i guess
[ Go to church? ]: no
[ Have any secrets? ]: duh
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: rarely now a days
[ Wear hats? ]: no
[ Hate yourself? ]: sometimes
[ Have an obsession? ]: yes
[ Like your handwriting? ]: as long as other people and myself can understand it
[ Have any bad habits? ]: yes
[ Care about looks? ]: sometimes
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: none
[ Friends and other people? ]: it's their choice
[ Believe in witches? ]: no
[ Believe in ghosts? ]: no
Current:
[ Mood ]: scale of 1 - 10 (1 being borribly crappy mood and 10 being ..happily hyper) ... 2
[ Make-up ]: none
[ Taste ]: grape juice
[ Annoyance ]: constain burning in eyes
[ Smell ]: nothing
[ Thought ]: this survey is too long
[ Fingernail Color ]: normal natural colour
[ Refreshment ]: grape juice
[ Worry ]: too much
[ Crush ]: none
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: danzel washington
Last Person:
[ You Touched ]: my dad
[ You Talked to ]: my dad
[ You Hugged ]: forget.. too long ago
[ You Instant messaged ]: mike
[ You Yelled At ]: forget... i rarely yell
[ You Had A Crush On ]: mj?
[ Who broke Your Heart ]: mj? lol...
[ Kissed ]: alex.. possibly
Who do you want to:
[ Kill ]: maybe myself... or maybe YOU
[ Slap ]: no one?
[ Tickle ]: my little brother :D
[ Talk To ]: myself
[ Have Sex with ]: i dunno
[ Kiss ]: again.. i dunno.. a girl i know? lol
[ Be Like ]: "I wanna be like Mike!" lol :P j/k... myself
Basics::
name: .....xravenx
Age: 19 BABY! and LEGAL! BAHAHAHA *points at all the underaged fools!*
Loc: room
Hair: black
Eyes: dark brown
Height: 5'3"
Sexual Orientation: straight
(why the hell did I answer those questions AGAIN?)
Style::
Shirts: loose tshirts
Pants: dark baggy comfy ones
Shoes: my hiking shoes works
Hair: highlighted looked cool.. would luv to do that again but i don't think it's worth $80 (or however much it costs)
Love Life: none
Bf or GF: none
Their name: none
Anniversary: none
Describe them: none
Music:
Fave styles: rock, alternative, classic rock, metal, some pop, pretty much anything
Fave Bands: Our Lady Peace, Linkin Park
Thank GOD that is over. That was like a combination of 20 different surveys... oi vey
[What's on your bedside table?]: alarm clock, two candles, a bunch of random batteries, my cellphone
[What is the geekiest part of your music collection?]: that i actually listen to? Weird Al Yankovic
[What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?]: I rarely raid the fridge and if I do usually it's candy of some sort
[What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?]: There one one. And I ain't telling.
[If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?]: eh... taller? although I don't think plastic surgery can do that.
[Do you have a completely irrational fear?]: hrm... i have a lot of things i don't fear that i really should...
[What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment?]: biting down really hard and looking away
[Do you ever have to beg?]: sometimes
[Are you a pyromaniac?]: not so much cuz i don't have access to a lot of flammable stuff ... too bad
[Do you have too many love interests?]: no
[Do you know anyone famous?]: no
[Describe your bed]: the bottom part of a bunkbed. hard but comfy. big pillow.
[Spontaneous or plan?]: usually i plan. but depending on my mood and who i am with, i can be very very spontaneous.
[Who should play you in a movie about your life?]: eh... myself?
[Do you know how to play poker?]: yes... even the asian version ;)
[What do you carry with you at all times?]: wallet, cell phone, car keys, ring, watch
[How do you drive?]: depends on my mood and if i am in a rush or not.
[What do you miss most about being little?]: the innocence of not knowing too much about anything.
[Are you happy with your given name?]: meh. it works
[How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one
year?]: too much ;)
[What color is your bedroom?]: i dunno.. maybe it's the light but it's like a really really pale pink... eww...
[What was the last song you were listening to?]: Our Lady Pace - Life
[Have you ever been in a play?]: yep
[Who are your best friends?]: i dunno anymore
[Have you ever been in love?]: yes
[Do you talk a lot?]: no
[Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?]: i don't hate or like myself. I just tolerate myself.
[Have you ever done any illegal drugs?]: yep ;)
[Do you think you're cute]?: eh.. no
[Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?]: i guess
[Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?]: me, myself, and i mostly. And since I don't have a gf, i guess my friends.
[spell your name backwards]: xnevarx
[where do you live]: toronto
[describe yourself in three words]: quiet, short, understanding
[who is your worst enemy]: the world. and yet, it is my only friend.
[if you could have ANY animal for a pet, what would it be]: a kitty
[wallet]: black leather, and ripped on the inside a bit
[hairbrush]: brown
[toothbrush]: white, electric
[jewelry worn daily]: ring, watch
[blanket]: i don't have a fav blankie
[underwear]: yes i wear them
[shoes]: brown hiking shoes
[keychain]: one of those loop thingys that u can put around your neck
[tattoos]: none, but i want one :D
[piercings]: none
[current music]: Our Lady Peace - Live Album
[wearing]: white tshirt and grey shorts
[hair]: black
[wishing]: too much
[talking to]: mike
[ Name ]: XRaVeNX
[ Nicknames ]: XRaVeNX, RavX
[ Born in ]: hong kong
[ Resides in ]: my house
[ Eyes ]: dark brown
[ Shoe size ]: 8
[height]: 5'3"
[Weight]: 110ish
Last time you..
[ Had a nightmare ]: like 3 days ago
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: a long time ago
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: like 2 days ago
[ Dyed your hair ]: a year ago was it?
[ Brushed your hair ]: 5 hours ago
[ Washed your hair ]: 5 hours ago
[ Checked your e-mail ]: just before i started doing this
[ Cried ]: too long
[ Called someone ]: just today
[ Smiled ]: weeks, possibly months.
[ Laughed ]: months.
[ Talked to an ex ]: i dunno how to answer this
Do You...
[ Smoke? ]: no
[ Do drugs? ]: nope
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: i luv my teddy
[ Play an instrument? ]: piano
[ Remember your first love? ]: yes
[ Still love him/her? ]: ...
[ Have any straight friends? ]: yes
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: never
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: depends on what
[ Believe in God? ]: it is a possibility but i don't believe in it yet
[ Pray? ]: not really.. sometimes i guess
[ Go to church? ]: no
[ Have any secrets? ]: duh
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: rarely now a days
[ Wear hats? ]: no
[ Hate yourself? ]: sometimes
[ Have an obsession? ]: yes
[ Like your handwriting? ]: as long as other people and myself can understand it
[ Have any bad habits? ]: yes
[ Care about looks? ]: sometimes
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: none
[ Friends and other people? ]: it's their choice
[ Believe in witches? ]: no
[ Believe in ghosts? ]: no
Current:
[ Mood ]: scale of 1 - 10 (1 being borribly crappy mood and 10 being ..happily hyper) ... 2
[ Make-up ]: none
[ Taste ]: grape juice
[ Annoyance ]: constain burning in eyes
[ Smell ]: nothing
[ Thought ]: this survey is too long
[ Fingernail Color ]: normal natural colour
[ Refreshment ]: grape juice
[ Worry ]: too much
[ Crush ]: none
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: danzel washington
Last Person:
[ You Touched ]: my dad
[ You Talked to ]: my dad
[ You Hugged ]: forget.. too long ago
[ You Instant messaged ]: mike
[ You Yelled At ]: forget... i rarely yell
[ You Had A Crush On ]: mj?
[ Who broke Your Heart ]: mj? lol...
[ Kissed ]: alex.. possibly
Who do you want to:
[ Kill ]: maybe myself... or maybe YOU
[ Slap ]: no one?
[ Tickle ]: my little brother :D
[ Talk To ]: myself
[ Have Sex with ]: i dunno
[ Kiss ]: again.. i dunno.. a girl i know? lol
[ Be Like ]: "I wanna be like Mike!" lol :P j/k... myself
Basics::
name: .....xravenx
Age: 19 BABY! and LEGAL! BAHAHAHA *points at all the underaged fools!*
Loc: room
Hair: black
Eyes: dark brown
Height: 5'3"
Sexual Orientation: straight
(why the hell did I answer those questions AGAIN?)
Style::
Shirts: loose tshirts
Pants: dark baggy comfy ones
Shoes: my hiking shoes works
Hair: highlighted looked cool.. would luv to do that again but i don't think it's worth $80 (or however much it costs)
Love Life: none
Bf or GF: none
Their name: none
Anniversary: none
Describe them: none
Music:
Fave styles: rock, alternative, classic rock, metal, some pop, pretty much anything
Fave Bands: Our Lady Peace, Linkin Park
Thank GOD that is over. That was like a combination of 20 different surveys... oi vey
Friday, July 04, 2003
I was standing in line behind six people at the Refund counter at Home Depot today. This old man walks in and lines up behind me. Looks around and sees a desk with forms with a sign that said "Refund forms". This is his monologue:
"Do I have to fill in one of those forms to return stuff?"
"What a stupid... forms... what the hell!"
"Shit!"
"Oh my God, this is gonna take forever..."
"What a stupid line..."
"Is this two lines or one?"
"Shit what the hell..."
...
And this continued for the whole 10 minutes it took to wait his turn.
"Do I have to fill in one of those forms to return stuff?"
"What a stupid... forms... what the hell!"
"Shit!"
"Oh my God, this is gonna take forever..."
"What a stupid line..."
"Is this two lines or one?"
"Shit what the hell..."
...
And this continued for the whole 10 minutes it took to wait his turn.
Thursday, July 03, 2003
Our Lady Peace - Are You Sad
...
You guys are all real people out there right?
Real people have real problems and a problem....
I find that a lot of people is, usually, at some point in their lives there's a person very close to you that you love that needs help.
And the problem is that usually, when the time this person needs the most help, is the time when they don't want your help.
...
You guys are all real people out there right?
Real people have real problems and a problem....
I find that a lot of people is, usually, at some point in their lives there's a person very close to you that you love that needs help.
And the problem is that usually, when the time this person needs the most help, is the time when they don't want your help.
...
Tuesday, July 01, 2003
Forgive me for I've yet to forgive myself
To the people I put blame on
Weather they knew it or not
I'm sorry.
It was out of desperation
I realize I can't blame you
When it really was just all me
Like now
Like everyday
I'm sorry.
For myself and for you.
Forgive me for I've yet to forgive myself.
Weather they knew it or not
I'm sorry.
It was out of desperation
I realize I can't blame you
When it really was just all me
Like now
Like everyday
I'm sorry.
For myself and for you.
Forgive me for I've yet to forgive myself.
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